Sensación extraño - feeling weird
Have you ever had this weird feeling that everytime you get up, you feel light headed? Then you might fall down in the proccess. Gives me the hibby-gibbies.
Imagine if you're walking down the streets, and you hear cries from a bathroom window. SOMEHOW, as if magically, you were in there.
You see this girl, sprawled down on the floor with her hair covering her face. Her clothes were drenched in water due to the overleaking bath tub. She's crying, like a baby.
You tried to move, but you couldnt. You just stood there helplessly looking at the girl. She let out a loud sob and got up, silently walked to the tub. She sat and sunk herself deeply in the water.
There was a knife in her hand.
"I'm not strong enough! I feel weak, like I just cant make people understand my situation. Not even counsellors or teachers can help me. And You arent helping me either, YOU'RE NOT TRYING!" she sobbed.
You wanted to stop her, but you just cant, like something was stopping you, holding you down. Still crying, she got up, and took the knife. She tried stabbing herself for a few times, but couldnt get the guts to do it.
You let out this sigh of relief, and thought that she wouldnt do it again. But this time, she stabs hard. She sucks in her stomach and gasps for breath.
The tub was full of blood, spilling out of her guts. And all you could do was just stare, and stare, and couldnt even lift a finger to help her. You know you couldnt, you just know it.
You stare at her, this time, a confident feeling that you could do something. You lifted your hand and reached for her face. But, you backed away.
You turn your face away from the girl. She was familiar, so familiar, ads if you known her for your whole life.
You turn and run, through the door, through the walls. Through....
You're a ghost and you know it. But you know something else too.
The girl WAS you.
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Like it? Haha. I was bored. I felt weak today. Bored then tired then sleepy. Cried alot. And I dont know why.
My door's unlocked finally . My uncle rammed down the door. When I went inside, I saw this girl, looking back at me in that room.
She was limp, like a doll. It was a doll actually. Porcelian doll. Freaky huh?
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Nicole
